Loving you is so natural

Here I lay, in wonderland, as I think of you. You are the most wondrous thing in this world, the most magical. I love you so much Ryan Kelly and I want to be yours forever. I crave you every waking moment of my life. It's you who makes me the way I am, you are a part of me in every way Ryan. I wish you felt the same way....part of me thinks you feel the same way deep down. Maybe you are unable to express yourself or unsure of what to do since, maybe I am overwhelming. 

I just know that everything on this earth is meant to be with you. Loving you is so natural to me, so raw. I will forever be in love with you in this way Ryan, there's no changing that. My love will never fade, never die. You light a fire within me, and that flame has not gone out since I first laid my eyes on you 10 years ago or however long it was. No matter what life throws my way, when I think of you, you bring me peace. 

I swear I think of you all day everyday and I crave your presence 24/7. Sometimes when I lie down to sleep at night I feel like you're there, I don't know for sure, but I crave that feeling every day. You are supposed to sleep with me every night because I'm your wife🤪 Future wife lol, or at least I better be. 

I love you

forever & always

xoxo-Court