I wish to blossom for you like a flower during springtime.

 

Ryan Kelly, I choose to love you forever. Every day you are in my thoughts, engulfing me. 

I wish to blossom for you like a flower during springtime. I want to smell like a gorgeous flower, so beautiful and feminine. I want you to be like a bee, coming to get my nectar. I want you to eat my nectar like your life depends on it, like it's your life force. That's what I want. 

I want you to be so addicted to me that I'm all you think about. 

I hope to make memories with you someday. You are all I ever think about when it comes to love and daydreams. I haven't been able to share as many beautiful moments with you as I'd like to, but I've made beautiful memories with you in my dreams. I hope that one day you won't just be a dream, that you and me will be more than just a dream. 

You have to understand Ryan that I will never want anyone more than I want you. I will never crave anyone as much as I crave you. I will never love anyone more than you. I will never love anyone as powerful or as deep as you or as passionate as I love you.  

When I fell for you, my whole world changed. Ever since I met you I have thought of you every day. In the morning, all throughout the day, in the evening, and at night in my dreams. You are forever a part of me and there's no getting over you. My soul is bound to yours in some kind of way. I need you 24/7 or as much as I can get you. I can't go without you, even all I can get is my own thoughts about you. 

I crave your lips. I want to kiss you. I want you to kiss me, everywhere, down my whole body. I don't want you to stop. I want to be transported somewhere else with you, to our own beautiful land far away from the rest of the world. I want to be transported to that world where I kiss you and it's like nothing else matters. I want you to touch me in all my sensitive areas and bite me. I want to be yours forever. My mind, body, and soul, all yours. I'm just waiting for you to make that move. 

I love you very deeply Ryan and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I've been waiting 10 years and I can wait longer if I need to. I just want to know if you feel the same way I do. I want to know how you feel. Sometimes you feel like a memory to me, like you are so far off. Like the possibly of us is only just a dream. I don't want it to feel that way. 

I love you so much Ryan Kelly. The connection I feel with you is unexplainable and I hope we can both explore that connection one day. It's hard for me to even put into words how much I love you and want you. I can't describe how you make me feel. I just feel like I need you and I can't live without you. My soul, my body, it craves you. Sometimes I crave you so bad where I can't take it, where I drive myself nuts because all I want is you. Right now is one of those times....I can barely take it. 

You just have no idea what you do to me. 

xoxo-Court