I'm craving you

 Ryan, I wish you understood how bad I crave you sometimes. I crave your touch, your energy, your presence. I will never want anyone more in this world than you. I love you, with all of me. 

In my daydreams and dreams at night I imagine you, kissing me softly, being delicate with me, caressing my skin. I imagine you being romantic with me, loving, slow. But then other times I imagine us going animalistic, tearing each other apart, you bringing out my wild side. 

There's so much I wish I could do with you. All of the things I want you to do to me. I want to listen to your breath as it brings me joy to know that you are alive. It's another morning when I can't stop thinking about you. I crave you Ryan...

I love you Ryan and I miss you always 

xoxo-Court