3 day weekend vibezzz!!!!

 Well, I have PTO and I'm so excited. I'm just laying in bed in my vintage nightgown drinking coffee while being on my bamboo, this feels so boujee. My work can kiss my ass because I'm going to enjoy this 3-day weekend. I'm getting my hair cut today and It's going to be a cute vintage bob and I couldn't be more excited. I impulse cut most of my hair last night since I wanted to save my hair for my cabinet of curiosities and have it be Victorian hair art kind of. I knew that if I cut it all at the place I would feel weird asking to keep my hair so I just cut it off last night lmao. They will pretty much just even out my mess and it will look good. After my hair appointment, I'm going to hit up Guardian thrift so I can find a cute vintage bottle to put my hair in. Maybe I am a total weirdo, but I don't care. I really feel like the short hair better fits my overall vibe. It already feels like a weight off my shoulders and looks healthier. I know this hair better suits my vintage aesthetic. I really needed this change and I hope it inspires me to lose weight and take my self-care to the next level as well. I'm tired of wallowing and feeling depressed sometimes, I just need to make the most out of shit. I know my job is hard but maybe if I had more self-care stuff at my desk it would be more bearable lol. I already have cuticle oil that put on a few times a day and I play with my stress ball all day too, which has been fun, but I should get some lotion or something as well. Honestly, the job on the computer itself isn't bad and I like clicking around, but it's the phone calls and annoying lenders that be getting to me lol. This dude really had my blood boiling yesterday talking to me like I'm stupid, like why you this mad at 9am in the morning tf!!! Anyways I'm looking forward to my time off and I don't want to do much of anything honestly. I just want to chill and work on my business a little, but that's it. Another thing that is funny is that the reason I waited to cut my hair is because I thought it would be weird if my hair was shorter than Ryan's hair, but honestly I've gotten over that. When Ryan first met me I had a bob and I knew he still liked me, so it will be just like old times. I'm very excited for this new hair and it's already making me happy and it didn't even get fixed up yet🤣. Anyways I'll probably stare at photos of Ryan today since I have extra time and I may take a nice bath as well to relax.