You are profound

 

Ryan, I just wish I could have you. You have no idea how much I want you, it's so bad I can barely take it sometimes. I wish you understood my feelings for you and I wish I felt closer to you. I can't help but feel like you are so far away and like you moved on. You are my dream guy, my light, my eternal love. You will never understand how profound it was when I first locked eyes with you. How profound it was when I kissed you. How profound your energy was. How profound it was when you smiled at me, gosh I miss your smile. You make me feel magical. I just wish you wanted me in the same way. 

xoxo-Court