I want you to be my vampire

 I'm starting to lose hope for the idea of you and me. I always pictured my entire life with you- it always was you and it always will be you. My heart beats for you, and aches for you. Maybe I'm stuck in the past, lost in a dream. Simply just a dream...

If I had it my way you would be whispering in my ear "Courtney", as you bite me and suck me like a vampire. I want you to be my vampire. I'll never forget you Ryan, my long lost love.