It's been a while since I posted...

 Well, it's been a while since I posted here. I forgot that this blog exists. College will be over soon and I couldn't be more excited. I bought myself my dream Bottega purse as a present to myself. 

I still think of him a lot, I will always think of him. I'm hoping that after college Ryan will want me and pursue me but if not he's missing out. He will always be my dream guy and I will always love him and want the best for him. I'm hoping he can realize how amazing of a woman I really am. 

My mental health has been really good lately and I'm focusing on leveling up. I'm taking time for myself and it feels great. I'm looking forward to the next chapter of my life. I realized that you can't chase things, you just have to attract and I want to have that mindset when it comes to Ryan. If he wants me he will find me and if not he will miss out because no one can ever match my energy when it comes to him. I just need him to realize that.