I miss u😭❤️

 I miss you a lot, Ryan. Ever since I've been up here I've been working a lot. I started this internship at this bank and I'm working another 20 hours on top of that 9-5 that I go in for 3 days a week. It's good that I'm busy because my mind is occupied, but I always think of you and miss you a lot too. I don't really have any friends here or talk to anyone other than my neighbor so I'm alone pretty much 24/7 other than when I'm working at the bank. I always talk to myself, imagining that I'm talking to you. It makes me feel closer to you even though I know you're not there. I'm just ready to graduate and get tf out of here so I can feel closer to you again. Because at least when I was at home I felt like it was more of a possibility of you being there. I love you so much. Forever & always❤️

xoxo-Court