I Need Ryab Jelly🤣

 I have space to breathe today because my bf is getting a new phone at AT&T so now I can stare at you and imagine a world with you in it. I swear looking at pictures of you is my favorite hobby.

 I realized that if you are truly there, you most likely love me in the same way. Before I left for school I was talking to myself and imagining I was talking to you (which I do a lot🤣) and I told you I loved you. Later on that night in bed, I could have been hearing shit but I heard "I love you, Courtney". And I thought if I wasn't imagining, I realized that you loved me too. That meant the world just to know that you love me too. Now yeah, maybe I was just hearing shit but still. All I ever wanted to know was if you loved me too and to think that you could and that you do, makes me have hope. 

I not only love you, I love you deeply. And there's a difference between bullshit puppy love and real love. With you, there's nothing but pure deep unconditional love. I've never loved anyone in the same way as I love you, I just couldn't. Because you're my soulmate and you're a once-in-a-lifetime type of love. And everyone else that I've ever dated has been a placeholder. But I know who tf I really want🤣 and it's you!

No one will ever be like you Ryan. I know I couldn't be truly happy with anyone else. You are my world. I'd go across the ends of the earth just to see you. I don't give af how far you are from me, I'd drive just to come see you. Even if you hit me up in a year and say I like you in the same way Courtney, but I'm 10 hours away. I'd say I'm on the way🤣 Because you are worth it

I do hope you decide to visit me in the mountains. My room will always be here awaiting your visit. I don't even care if you wanna straight up live with me. Everything that's mine is yours too, and I mean everything🤪

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Anyways I need you because my bf is super annoying🤣 We've had fun so far but I've also gotten tired of him at the same time. I swear I get tired of everyone but you Ryan, that's another reason I know we are meant for each other🤣 I can't get sick of you and I'll always be obsessed. I just love every little thing about you and you are my other half. 

I be missing you always and you should come visit ya girl😜😍😏