Sparks

Whenever I listen to this song, I think about you

Every time I listen to this song I get emotional and I just think it represents my love for you perfectly

With you, there is nothing but sparks. 

You give me butterflies still to this day

 I can't seem to stop thinking of you

You are in every waking thought in my mind 

I imagine everything with you

I write in this blog pretending like you're gonna see it

I want to express to you how much I love you

But it's so much that I can't even comprehend it

There's no getting over you

There's no being with anyone else long term

It's either you or I'm dying alone🤣

I remember when I first felt like I wanted to marry you back in high school

And I still feel the same way

Why settle for anyone else when I know I can maybe get my dream guy one day

I imagined cuddling up on the couch with you when I woke up

I imagined watching a movie together and then I'd look up at you here and there throughout the movie and you just looked so cute and in my head, I thought "This is all I've ever wanted"

I want to make you so happy and show you what it feels like to truly be loved inside and out

All I've ever wanted is you

It's always been you, and it always will be you

I want you forever

I want to love you with my whole mind, body, and soul 

I want you to have my kids one day and we can grow up as a happy family and I can show my kids what real love looks like. 

I don't just want you, I need you

My desire is so strong that there's no giving up

There's no talking myself out of loving you, I already tried that in the past because I thought you didn't want me, but it's just not happening

I don't care if it makes me crazy, I just want you, and you will be mine😏

I want you to give me a real chance one day

I imagine what it would be like to have a real conversation with you again

I know I will get starstruck all over again

Our energy and our gaze being completely magnetic to each other

I always knew you were my soulmate, I knew off just looking at you for the first time

I felt like I knew you in a past life like we were lovers in spirit before we met for real

I don't believe in coincidences and I know there's a reason why I met you, why I fell for you

There's a reason I can't get you out of my mind

There's a reason I'm not letting go of you, I never want to let go

There's been so many times I've fantasized about just being able to talk to you again

I want to know everything about you, I don't care about how embarrassing it is

I want to laugh with you one day and look back on how we used to be

I want to cry on your shoulder when I feel down

I want to jump on you and kiss you when you get home from work

I wanna cook for you and massage you

I want to play fight with you and then kiss you passionately as you lose🤣

I want to kiss you in the rain in front of everyone, not giving a care in the word

I wanna go grocery shopping with you and budget with you

I want to do everything with you, even if it sounds stupid or boring. 

I want you to be my partner for life, my other half

We will be the best duo, I just need to show you that

I know I'll never get bored of you and I'll always be obsessed with you, even if it makes me crazy

You will be mine 

My future husband😍

🤤

I love you Ryan 

🤪

xoxox-Court