Another Birthday Without You

 I wish you would just realize that all I've ever wanted is you

It's always been you, it always will be you

Today is my birthday and it's just sad because I realize how much I want you here beside me, but yet I can't have you

I miss you every second of every day, just imagining that one day I'll get to lay beside you, look into your eyes, and hold your hand

I'm so tired of feeling alone

I'm so tired of "dating" other people just to try to distract myself from thinking of you

The truth is I want you, and I only want you 

All I want for my birthday is you

I don't care how far you are, or how inconvenient it is to see you, I just want you

I miss you Ryan and I know you'll never realize how much I love you, I love you so much I can't explain the feeling

You were my first love, my only real love

My heart longs for you every second of every day

I just wish I had you